Okey this few weeks were like f-ing crazy,
I had a great friend, we were really close,
He make me feel like i was worth alot and made me felt important,
We had fun, went through thick n thin together,
tried to make each other dreams come true, he was 'the' best friend, right next to alep,babbylon n syaz !had soo much fun with my life,But after that F-ing night, We were like drifting far apart bit by bit,I soon realised it, but he dont seem to,Soo i tried asking him about it when i was drinking 'C' that was making me hyper,I showed him a massage i wrote about my special friend,But he told me i was feeling2 and i was just imagining things,
I mean why cant he see what i see
soo i made a plan, a plan which i thought would work.i asked 2 girls to help me ask him why he and me r not that close anymore,
i dont really know what happen but all i know the plan screw up and he found out
that i was the one asking the questions,"R" massaged me saying that he dont want to be close to me, i was hurt, i felt all emotions were like going in circles,cant control it,
the he massaged me and asked me, am i ..., i swear i was not, soo i talked about the F-king night, i mean i wish i can tell you what the hell was going on, but i cant, its a secret n i dont think u will understand or believe me even if i told u, i need to talk to you... but always i see you i had no more confident in me and i am really2 ashmed to show my face to you, yeah my sucks nw i dont know what to do right now, lots of things are going in and out of my mind, the last time i felt this was when my late sister passed away,i dont mean to do anything that night, sumpah !! i had no intension of doing what i did to you, But i promise you it wont happen again, i know ure afriad of me right now...cant blame you...i really want to tell you how i really feel, Hey...im on your side, y r we fighting?? Dont u trust me anymore??i really am sorry, its really hard for me

But think back..., Didnt we had fun when we were close? didnt we conquer problems together?? Didnt we understood each other??

I have questions... Am i still in death rose?? How long will this be going?? Is it the end of our friendship??Will u still trust me again?? Will i still have the chance to be as close as last time??

Yusry Singing off