hmmm im bored n i feel like i want to type a few words here in my blog..

To Sheriyaanti, :

i know its hard...but there's a thousand more guys 10 times better than me

im not worth to stand by your side,

if we are fated.. insyaallah we will get back together again..

but for now i dont have the same feelings i had when we were lovers back then..

you're just making it harder for me to let such a beautiful thing go just like that..

u know, u were the most beautiful girl i ever stead with...

ur great.. especially when im not handsome or great...

but please i beg of u... let me be...

thx sheriyaanti, i hope u'll understand my situation n feelings...

u were a great prize as a gf to me...

and now..

To Lan mates:

i was happy the day when we played at lan..

when farr got her gaji..

that time i really felt that we would be together back again...

but idk what went wrong...

i felt like i was unwanted...

then days gone by then da tk contact agik..

soo i guess... it ends here huh?

hmph... i missed those days we played lan,jamming n of coz our crazy outings...

and of coz the days we played guitar under the blk n i was singing..

u guys really made me feel soo close to be a singer...

soo close to a dream that i nvr tot possible ...

i really felt great back then...

but i know i made another mistake.. haha

but hey... losing me is like losing nothing right?

i know... i wasn't the fun type of guy..

i know u guys already moved on and maybe im writing this for nothing

well i just want to write what i think... thats all ..

well i will move on... i know i will... n of coz it will take time...

soo ..yeah....

okok done with the sad things on my mind... now the other part !

today was ggreat ! my classmates are getting closer n closer everytime we meet !

we had fun today at class, hahaah ! i came late again... class started at 8 i came at 10...

what else is new? haha !

the fun i had in class is soo much different from what i had from lan mates...

but well at least had fun ! hahaha !

i guess this could be a great year... maybe... i hope ...

anyway just to let u know !

im not gonna be the sensitive type, the boring type or the angry type anymore !

in order not to lose any friends in the future !

hmph ! i regret but i learnt the best lesson about friendship...

is to never think negetive n of coz not to do any of my stupid tests again !

hmph ! all thrown in the past ! =P

kk la tmr gonna go school.... bb all tc hugs !